I fall… I rise…I try/ Sometimes I deny which will cause my decline therefore let me rewind/ but I make that same mistake again each time/ I make mistakes as I misplace/ His faith with something heavier on my waist/ I live…I learn/ But when is it my turn/ I’ve been hurt but I’m alive/ I’m human that’s been proven/ By the words I was choosing/ Even if it left a bruising it was for my amusement/ Instruments like acoustic/ Left me hanging where the noose is/ Considered a troublemaker and a nuisance/ I’m not perfect but I’m thankful/ Laying my head down as I sleep hours away to recharge my body thinking it’s a routine/ But luckily today I wake up/ no longer stressing but I had to question as I resting/ why today what purpose must I serve to prevent me from feeling the burn/ or bottled up in an urn/ first thing was to say thank you for this blessing as I’m dressing for work/ while others are stressing and it hurts/ Having money only in spurts trying to expand my horizons but it burst/ but I just want to train up my child like the verse/ before it’s pitch black and I’m in a hearse/ So what’s worse/ being alive and being ungrateful or having all the faith but towards other hateful/ Never can have it all/ don’t be stagnant or stall/ just prepare to get back up if you fall/ or things stacked up against the wall/ continue to bounce back like a ball as you get made up like a doll/ for he could move the monuments that brought you nothingness but then you still kick excuses/ now your tool of incompetence has turned into your accomplishment and until you acknowledge it then you won’t acknowledge HIM/ then you wonder why you’re seldom capable of anything else/ then cry about the cards you were dealt/ and how you felt this wasn’t fair time to whip you into shape so pass the belt/ Realize with every tribulation there’s a triumph/ This aint rocket science/ just remind in compliance/ don’t indulge in defiance/ stray away from violence/ won’t hear the problems no more cause it went away in silence/ you can’t lose because there’s a valuable lesson learned that makes it even/ So continue believing/ If you fall or left in the cold you can spring back up or stay where it gets hot/ you pick the season/ Blessing for the taken so start feasting/ some for the strong some for the weaken/ some dive head first other stick their feet in/ It can be hard as the heart grieving the spirit is achieving/ stay true the whole time don’t commit treason/ gaining all the secrets but deep down you really leaving/ He’s asking for you to join His team/ some of us wet behind ears or naïve can’t see the whole thing like a hi-beam/ He has the ability to create the stability/ institute the tranquility/ but you must kneel on the mahogany like billy dee/ at times didn’t take advantage silly me/ then wondering why I didn’t get the job and it’s killing me/ now the blessing overflowing and it’s spilling see/ cause now I realize that He is willing me/ telling this to everybody especially my friends like monica, Rachel and phoebe/ Thank you for keeping me/ the first step is to start seeking He.
